drama drama drama

drama drama drama

drama.

eye shot tomorrow, "home" monday.

hmm...interesting, and very short evening. drats. whatev. I guess....

Ever wonder why people become comfortable with things/people? And get scared to make healthy changes? I do. I know it's a difficult thing to do and I think it just takes time, practice and some getting used to, but it can be so healthy. I know. I like change. I've accepted it. it makes me happy. I don't like to give advice however. Parts of a situation are clear when you're on the outside looking in, but I would not like to be on the inside looking out. We are funny creatures. So set in our ways. I wish I could give you my point of view. I think it would be helpful. You imagine things to be more hurtful than they are...I think anyway. I just don't know how to help you see what I see.

School is well. I think classes will be challenging, but rewarding if I can hang in there, and not let distractions rule my life. I need to be focused. but I want to be focused on other things. I desire commitment, but lack the ability to talk about it and fear someone will fail if something stronger is established. I believe in fate.

I bought tons of good groceries, and junk food today. I can't wait to fall asleep so I can get up for breakfast! I think four boxes of cereal was a poor decision. it could be my diet for the next two weeks or so. If it lasts that long!

meh. enough for now. lates.

WOW! summer went by quickly!! so many things I didn't do and people I didn't see. I'm so sorry--esp. to Preston...promise to call at xmas :( I'm sorry.

Duluth is as exciting as ever. We've made numerous grocery and WalMart runs; built some furniture, explored new ways to get places, and made a couple accquaintences--for now. After mom brings the rest of my stuff and my bed comes tomorrow I'll be all set! Then just the wait for class! craziness.

Nick was up last Friday night. We did lots of building as well, shelves, "desks" and TV stand. It was fun...alright, he did the building I did the holding :) It looked nice in the end, and it was tons of fun. I miss that guy. He may be up as early as next Wed. Let's hope!

Lots of thoughts to the matthees fam today! we love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow Brent moves back as well, dinner on his father! wahoo!!!!

Last night I told my mom Rachel's dad would be stopping by around seven ten am with her alarm clock, she replied, "oh hello Mayor, don't mind me and my messy morning hair!" what a hoot! I hope she didn't get too ready, it's just Rachel's dad :) hehehehehe....

Well, it's sunny outside and it's time to spend the day there! oh, chilly breeze....hmmm....

That's all for today's random thoughts! more later :)

maybe I should have said something about not being able to read yesterday...that was a  terrible test grade! yikes. today I seem a bit better, not perfect..yet.

not working today! yea!!! didn't work yesterday either...lazy ass.  I should acquire some more hours, difficult when you can't see I suppose.

Andrea's 21st yesterday, pretty fun. wish I could have stayed longer stupid class! oh well, I'm sure there will be many more parties this summer to attend. Jen and I got our free rootbeer floats at A&W last night...it took us about 40 min. to get chilli cheese fries, cheese curds and two rootbeer floats, sick. but it was worth it! yum. today begins the prednisone diet...I cannot afford to gain the stupid steroid weight....grrrrrrrrrr.......last night was a definite down fall in the diet...so we decided to start today. hahaha...I hope!

gotta tote the brother.